by
PurpleDragon
@ Sunday, Nov. 16, 2008 - 17:10:11
I came across this in the library the other day, and realised that, although I know what it is about, I had never read it. Soon remedied!
I found that I had to keep reminding myself that this was written by a 13/14/15 year old girl (as the years passed) and that it wasn't 'just' a badly written book. Yes, she wrote poorly, but she was a child, going thru puberty, experiencing all the throes of hormones and periods and boys. I can remember what I was like at her age, and I wouldn't even have bothered with a diary, let alone for such a long time!
There were a couple of things that hit me about the book.
I want to go on living even after my death! And therefore I am grateful to God for giving me this gift, this possibility of developing myself and of writing, of expressing all that is in me.
She truly believed, and I guess she would have had to, that she would have a life after the war. She looked to the future, even though, day in, day out, she was in those rooms, with no light at the end of the tunnel.
I can assure you I'm not all that keen on a narrow, cramped existence like Mummy and Margot [her sister]. I'd adore to go to Paris for a year and London for a year to learn the languages and study the history of art. Compare that with Margot who wants to be a midwife in Palestine! I always long to see beautiful dresses and interesting people.
Quotes like the above show just how immature she really was, and how being stuck in the Secret Annexe severaly cramped her growth and maturity. I should have loved to have read a diary kept by Margot, who comes across during the whole book as being a much more interesting person!
The most shocking thing, however, was how, day after day, Anne got into the habit of writing about their life, and the reader gets into the habit of reading about the daily life. And then ... it stops. One day, she is talking about how she sees herself, and how misunderstood she is (a huge theme throughout the whole diary) and the next ... nothing. The Gestapo have arrived and swept them off, first to Westerbork in Holland, then to Auschwitz and ultimately for Anne and Margot - Bergen-Belsen, where they meet their end (February 1945), mere months before the end of the war.
One has to keep reminding oneself that this is a true account. I think that we are desensitised to this sort of thing, thru the extensive literature we have on the subjects of wars and the individuals involved. Books like "A Thousand Splendid Suns" and "Memoirs of a Geisha" are so well written that one becomes enmeshed in the story, forgetting they are based on fact, and then when the fact comes along, the opposite occurs - we forget it is true, that we are reading the words of someone who was actually there ... and they lose their impact.
I'm not sure how I feel about this book. Part of me thinks she is a silly little girl, and that there is no literature here. Another part thinks that her being a silly little girl is what makes this so poignant, and such a important work.
Undecided.
Thoughts?